I have been out a few times today albeit breifly first was a trip to The Range for stationary which was a bit fruitless other then a pencil case and pens which isn't what I needed!
Second trip was to the in laws which was a mistake because I knew she'd talk about work and tell me something that would set me off again, which she did so by the time I got home I was a nervous wreck and that's how I've stayed! If what she's been told is true then I have I idea if ill ever be able to go back! No one for the office had contacted me to see if I'm ok :(
I ventured out once more for weigh in and we timed it right so now waiting, mr shrink gained which he's quite upset about but it's his first gain and he didn't think he'd been too bad! I lost 1.5lb despite the cast amount of comfort food but I guess that's the stress affect
I don't like this new med combo one or other or both is making my a zombie my reactions feel sluggish, I struggle to keep up in convos, my attention span is gone, I trip over my words. The thing is I don't feel any better, I still feel like jumping of a bridge or something - dramatic I no but this is what's in my head all the time!!
Now that ive ruined you good mood guess I should get ready for another drug induced semi nights sleep!"
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