an update

Sorry it's been a while things are progressing I guess you could say.

I met my new Doctor on Wednesday which to be honest was a bit of a strange experience for me, despite never meeting her before she had read my background, she had spoken to the duty doctor who saw me last week, it was nice. As lovely as my last dr was you had to go over all your history and remind him what he'd done last time. Anyway after talking to her a little about what the last week had been like she signed me off for 4 weeks, she told Mr Shrink that I have to be taken out the house at least once a day and that I'm not allowed to shut myself away, which he admitted I have been doing. I've been referred to talk to someone but that's a 12 week waiting list, the only bad thing is she didn't give me anymore sleeping pills so the last 2 nights I haven't slept well, I keep having nightmares when I do eventually fall asleep.

So In the name of leaving the house we did go to weigh in yesterday I stayed the same and Mr Shrink lost 1.5lb, I'm quite happy with my sts because I've barely moved all week and been comfort eating a fair bit.

My course materials arrived for both my courses, I'm a bit worried about how I'm going to manage them to be honest but I'll give it a good go, I have emailed the uni to let them no whats going on and I'm just waiting to hear back to see if they have any advice. I think they might ask me to drop a course but we shall see.

I don't no how I feel about this blog anymore, it doesn't feel like mine - does that make sense? probably not. It won't let me decorate it which is irritating and the reason its boring white and well lets face it all I do is moan.

Ho hum