Pile it on!

It's only Tuesday and It's already a bad week with no indication of getting any better, so far it has been shitty literally and figuratively, doggy is poorly again so that was grim and the vets didn't have any of his medicine in stock so we have to wait a few days before we can start him on that.

 Diet wise I'm still on plan, I didn't get home until 6.30pm yesterday so Mr Shrink suggested a takeaway as I'm well below my syns for the week and had chicken chow mein and sweet and sour chicken and although I did go over my syns for the day (but not for the week) and I don't feel like I cheated because I didn't.

One good thing that happened yesterday is that I had my very first driving lesson yesterday and I was super nervous but actually it went great I drove for well over an hour and only stalled once, didn't crash and didn't injure anyone so i'm counting that as a win, next one is next week and then I'm hoping to step it up as I need to pass in the next 2 months before my CBT for the moped runs out. 

I don't feel great in myself work is getting me down, life is getting me down, just want to go to sleep for a long time.